Here without you

I am standing in that street, in front of the same church where we went. I prayed to marry you. The same carol is playing now. I am waiting for you.Will you ever comeback…will you??? Will you love me the way I always wanted you to.

“A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don’t think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I’m dreaming of your face
I’m here without you, baby
But you’re still on my lonely mind
I think about you, baby
And I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you, baby
But you’re still with me in my dreams
And tonight it’s only you and me, yeah.”

Jesus are YOU listening???

Lady Antebellum – Need You Now

So…it’s one year now…365 days since I met her first…8760 hours, 525,600 minutes, 31,536,000 seconds….and yes the love is still surviving achingly in the coldness of lie, betrayal and cheating. The feelings are getting their due retribution for being so pure. Often I wonder is it so easy to wipe out every single memory, every share of happiness togather.She showed herself to be the antithesis to the girl I thought, the girl whom I miss every single moment of my respiration. So many things are happening around me these days, enough to make someone happy, still I cannot come out of the resentment, life offered to my heart. Was I the option not the priority, the intermission number before the main event? I felt for her coz she made me feel i was the only one, held my hands and intertwined her fingers with mine, made me believe that I was the one she would walk the altar to.

I can make everyone understand that her thoughts no longer haunt me, but deep down inside, the tingling sensation of my heart keeps on reminding me “Lady Antebellum – Need You Now”